Name: Shattered Reflection
Duration: P00H04M11S
Description: Ever been surrounded by toxic people who try to change you? This song is about looking in the mirror and hating yourself for what has changed. And how to break away.

Shattered Reflection

from The Gallows Tree by ArwenStarsong

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Ever been surrounded by toxic people who try to change you? This song is about looking in the mirror and hating yourself for what has changed. And how to break away.

lyrics

’m tired
Of falling on my knees
I’m wasted
Spreading this disease
All this energy
That’s the death of me
All the crumbling
Walls surrounding me
All the screaming in
The depths of me
All the words
I can’t say

I’m falling
Into the shards of my
Shattered reflection
And I can’t let go
Of the monsters deep inside of me
This reflection that’s
Staring back at me
The ghost i have become
I’m breaking away
I’m breaking free

Tormented
From carrying the pain
I’m too late
To save me from myself
All the hate you gave
Every word you’ve said
All the crumbling walls
Surrounding me
All the screaming in
The depths of me
All the bullshit
You made me think

I’m falling
Into the shards of my
Shattered reflection
And i can’t let go
Of the monsters deep inside of me
This reflection that’s
Staring back at me
Is not who i want to be
And it’s killing me
How I loathe myself
It’s time I break free

It kills me
Every single day
Every lie I believed
How i sold myself
To a demon in disguise
Till I couldn’t break anymore...

I’m falling
Into the shards of my
Shattered reflection
And I will let go
Of the monster you’ve become
This reflection that’s
Staring back at me
Thru the mirror is who
I want to be
I won’t let you see
The death of me
I am ready to leave
This fantasy...

I’m breaking free.
I’m breaking free

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from The Gallows Tree, released December 18, 2022

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ArwenStarsong Madera, California

My name is ArwenStarsong and I am a vocalist (metal and operatic) and Multi- Instrumentalist (piano, hurdy gurdy, tin whistles/ recorder) from Fresno, California. I write Gothic/ Symphonic Metal Music and lead Symphonic Power Metal band, Sun Lay Silent. I am currently the only person in Central California who plays the hurdy gurdy. All proceeds here go to my band and tuition. lol! ... more