Estranged Wonderland

by ArwenStarsong

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Red Ketchum This Album show's that Arwen Starsong is just getting better and better. And her song I AM IMMORTAL is just amazing. Favorite track: I AM IMMORTAL.
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released August 3, 2015

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Track Name: I AM IMMORTAL
I don’t wanna lose control
I wanna keep holding on
I need to fight it
Can’t hide it anymore
My fear will never break me
I’ve got to hold on…
I am immortal.
see the flame
that is burning in my eyes
hear my voice
it pierces the skies
feel my energy
I will burn you alive
Nothing can escape me
Nothing can can ever shake me
I’m invincible
I’m holding on for life
I am immortal
What kills me makes me stronger
I’ll light a torch for every battle
I am immortal
I am immortal
No pestilence will make me hollow
bring an army they will crumble
I am immortal
I am immortal
I will rise
a valkyrie’s call
Hear me scream
I’ll be your demise
Feel the energy
I feel so alive
Nothing can outdo me
you will not see thru me
I am invincible
I can fight it on my own
I am the chosen one.
What kills me makes me stronger
I’ll light a torch for every battle
I am immortal
I am immortal
No pestilence will make me hollow
bring an army they will crumble
I am immortal
I am immortal
Bring on the night
Let Me Fight
I’ll be my own hero
I’m not weak anymore
I can prevail
I’ll fight my own war!
What kills me makes me stronger
I’ll light a torch for every battle
I am immortal
I am immortal
No pestilence will make me hollow
bring an army they will crumble
I am immortal
I am immortal
Bring on the night
Let Me Fight.
Track Name: From the Fray (Fly)
this is a song about dealing with hardships and embracing all that you have survived.
How I Came Alive- ArwenStarsong
I was afraid
i was silent in the dark
i used to say
i was weakened from the start
but i came
from the fray
a hero left in fame
all of the scars
are the markings of my strength

i’m not afraid
i am stronger than the force that’s pushing me
make no mistake
i will rise again from ashes blown away
i am the past
all the suffering i did was not in vain
and you are my wings
i will fly into the next life unafraid

I am the night
I am more than just the victim in this case
I will believe
in the power boiling in my veins
and i came
from the fray
with the scars of all the happenings
and i’m not ashamed
cause they me made who i am today

i’m not afraid
i am stronger than the force that’s pushing me
make no mistake
i will rise again from ashes blown away
i am the past
all the suffering i did was not in vain
and you are my wings
i will fly into the next life unafraid

Here’s to all the people
who weep for hope
here’s to unsung poems
unwritten strengths
all the slumbering saviors
who yearn to waken someday
be not afraid
you will grow your wings
be not afraid
you are stronger than the force that’s pushing down
make no mistake
you will come alive from ashes blown away
you are the past
all the suffering you did was not in vain
and i’ll be your wings
and you will climb the mountains in your way
you can be the hero that you need

never be a fragment of your true self
always embrace your scars
never forget you are the one to choose your destiny
Track Name: UNDER YOUR SPELL
the way that you looked at me
right in the eyes
my soul surrendered
to the beat of your lies
whispering nothings
into my ear
i know it's only tonight
but i'll make this clear
i'm falling
under your spell
into that piercing gaze
getting lost in the haze
i'm losing sight
at the touch of your hand
how you kissed me
sweetly
but you're just a man
as the sun rises
i hope you won't leave
i know it's a shame
there's no one to blame
but all of the nothings
were all my somethings
all of the truths i'd give to you
cause i'm falling
under your spell
into that piercing gaze
getting lost in the haze
i'm losing sight
at the touch of your hand
how you kissed me
sweetly
but you're just a man
i don't wanna go insane,
but i am to blame
all of the pain i take
is from this so called mistake
cause i'm falling
under your spell
into that piercing gaze
getting lost in the haze
i'm losing sight
at the touch of your hand
how you kissed me
sweetly
but you're just a man
it must have meant nothing
but to me it's everything
my heart is beating slow
as you turn to go
Track Name: Light the Torch
in the end you’ve gotta wipe your tears
draw your sword and face your fears
gotta put all your strife to bed
and run to the mountains ahead
your story hasnt come to an end
you’ve got a whole world to defend
stand up and take your crown
let your kingdom be found
you are the chosen one
the one to get it done
slay every enemy
give them a show of strength
show them the righteous way
to victory
in this war there is just one way
tear the evil that stands in the way
kill the beast inside that makes you doubt
and let faith show you out
you’re the foundation
to hold up your nation
stand up and take your crown
let your kingdom be found
you are the chosen one
the one to get it done
slay every enemy
give them a show of strength
show them the righteous way
to victory
light the torch and lead the way
light the torch and lead the way
light the torch and lead the way
to victory!
Track Name: FAIRYTALE
i know what you're all about
i can see that look in your eyes
you're just screaming under your disguise
what is this feeling
your gaze it pierces my soul
a storm is brewing as i'm losing my control
embrace the sheer sublimity
it's like poison flowing thru my veins
feel all the sweet serenity
this is only the beginning
there's something going on inside
a feeling that you can't hide
i wanna know the crazy thoughts in your head
it's something about you
something i just cant describe
the thought of you as mine is more than sublime
embrace temptation
let the fairytale begin
embrace your every fantasy
intoxicate me with your poison kiss
your heart is true forbidden fruit
this is only the beginning
take me away thru time and space
you just have to meet me halfway
breathe it all in come on give in
this is only the beginning
come sweet release just like a dream
i'll be your queen
come take my hand
you'll understand
this is only the beginning
embrace me
we will be free
embrace me
we will be free
Track Name: DONE
i took a look into your eyes
they were empty as a shattered soul
i wanted to touch your face
but i was so afraid
i only wanted to see you smile
but i could never be the one
i wanted to hold you close
but i need to let go
i’m walking around in the dark
hoping somehow to see the light
i’m wasting all my time
sitting around waiting for you
i’m not gonna be here waiting around anymore
cause i’m not a fool
i’m not sticking around
this is goodbye
it’s sad how much i care
cause i know in my heart
you could care less
all i needed was the truth
but all you did was lie
with no reason why
i only wanted to give to you
but when i showed you the world
you threw it away
i wish i was the one
but this is my fate
i’m walking around in the dark
hoping somehow to see the light
i’m wasting all my time
sitting around waiting for you
i’m not gonna be here waiting around anymore
cause i’m not a fool
i’m not sticking around
this is goodbye
i don’t understand
i planted my seed
and watched it die
i wanted nothing more than you
but the flower has died
no reason why
i waitied for you
but a flower can only wait so long
before it withers away
i’m walking around in the dark
hoping somehow to see the light
i’m wasting all my time
sitting around waiting for you
i’m not gonna be here waiting around anymore
cause i’m not a fool
i’m not sticking around
this is goodbyei’m walking around in the dark
hoping somehow to see the light
i’m wasting all my time
sitting around waiting for you
i’m not gonna be here waiting around anymore
cause i’m not a fool
i’m not sticking around
this is goodbye
Track Name: Estranged
here i wander endlessly
where the wind will carry me
among the wastelands waiting
until the earth starts fading
patiently awaiting
your arrival
i’ll walk among the broken souls
among the stories left untold
among the voices of the damned
no idea where i am
suffocating till i crumble
into rubble i stumble
carry me away
to the haven in your arms
to that wonderland
estranged from the stars
i don’t want to bend
but i keep breaking over you
i’m falling apart
i’m going mad estranged from you…
hallucinations going strong
you are like a fucking drug
i’m so high i’m shaking
all of my bones are breaking
i’m falling to the ground
these visions getting LOUD
carry me away
to the haven in your arms
to that wonderland
estranged from the stars
i don’t want to bend
but i keep breaking over you
i’m falling apart
i’m going mad estranged from you…
here i am
showing you everything
going thru hell again
cause you know
i’d do anything for you…
carry me away
to the haven in your arms
to that wonderland
estranged from the stars
i don’t want to bend
but i keep breaking over you
i’m falling apart
i’m going mad estranged from you…
Track Name: FRACTURE (Soft Version)
it's been so long since i last saw you
have you disappeared behind the mask you wear?
how can this be true?
it was always me and you...
is this nightmare for real?
am i really staring you in the face?

all that's left is a moment before i disappear
all that's left is a fracture of a broken mirror
i don't wanna fade away but this life's a mistake
i just wanna believe this is only a dream
i don't wanna be alone

have you always been there?
are you just a fragment torn by fate?
have you been awake?
or has your soul been sleeping far away?
how can this be true?
it was always me and you...
is this just a thunder before the storm
about to come?

all that's left is a moment before i disappear
all that's left is a fracture of a broken mirror
i don't wanna fade away but this life's a mistake
i just wanna believe this is only a dream
i don't wanna be alone

i can see thru the cracks
all the pieces turn to dust
my reflection has changed
this face is not familiar
how can this be true?
you're a shadow in the glass...
your eyes are so cold
all that's left is a shattered gaze....

all that's left is a moment before i disappear
all that's left is a fracture of a broken mirror
(ALL THE PIECES OF ME)
i don't wanna fade away but this life's a mistake
(I DONT WANNA FADE AWAY)
i just wanna believe this is only a dream
i don't wanna be alone
i don't wanna be alone

i'll never disappear....
Track Name: Temptation
i get a feeling inside
something i cannot hide
i never felt so strange
senses all rearranged
and i fall to my knees
and i beg pretty please
and i’m lost in your eyes
and i’m meeting my demise
and i give in to the pleasure
of your skin against my sin
all the beauty and magick
put me under your spell
i don’t care if i’m tainted
cause i’m going to hell
i’m gonna burn with you
you’re the devil disguised
siren charms mystify
all the temptation in me
this sensation is serene
all my innocence is gone
every switch is turned on
all the desire in me
starts to fire
every move that you make
is more than i can take
will you burn with me?
and i’m lost in your eyes
and i’m meeting my demise
and i give in to the pleasure
of your skin against my sin
all the beauty and magick
put me under your spell
i don’t care if i’m tainted
cause i’m going to hell
i’m gonna burn with you

and i surrender
to the animal i’ve become
and i burst into flame
as i slowly come undone
take me now
just take me down
just take me down tonight
and i’m lost in your eyes
and i’m meeting my demise
and i give in to the pleasure
of your skin against my sin
all the beauty and magick
put me under your spell
i don’t care if i’m tainted
cause i’m going to hell
i’m gonna burn with you
Track Name: There is No Afterlife. (Acoustic)
it's just a game
it's a never ending shame
there is no way
to come thru unscathed
but you must stand
and be a man
there's no one left to hold your hand
you're on your own
so raise your head
this is all you've got
This is what you see
this is what you get
there is nothing left in the end
even when we are dead
we come into the world
crying for a cause
we lose ourselves
and lose it all
and and waste our time
groping in the dark
to realize
there is no afterlife
you chase your dreams
till you're buried in the ground
you fight the pain
thinking you'll be found
but in the end
you need to face
there won't be a saving grace
you need to stay brave
don't run away
find your strength
This is what you see
this is what you get
there is nothing left in the end
even when we are dead
we come into the world
crying for a cause
we lose ourselves
and lose it all
and and waste our time
groping in the dark
to realize
there is no afterlife
all we've got is now
don't lose hope my dear
there is nothing left to fear
i will stand by you
we will make it thru
we're in this together
this is our endeavor
This is what you see
this is what you get
there is nothing left in the end
even when we are dead
we come into the world
crying for a cause
we lose ourselves
and lose it all
and and waste our time
groping in the dark
to realize
there is no afterlife
all we've got is now
don't lose hope my dear
there is nothing left to fear
i will stand by you
we will make it thru
we're in this together
this is our endeavor
all we've got is now
don't lose hope my dear
there is nothing left to fear
i will stand by you
we will make it thru
we're in this together
this is our endeavor
Track Name: GRAVITY
is there anybody out there?
is anyone home?
i've been wandering
on my own
and no one seems to care
life treats me so unfair
do i really deserve it?
can i overcome it?
can somebody help me?
i've been struck by reality
the weight is crushing me
harder than gravity
and i can't stand the pain
it's more than i can take
i can only bend so much before i...
break...
is there a way out?
is there a hope in the world?
i've been lost in time
lost in another world
i'm here without a friend
about to meet my end
there's no need to pretend
this life will ammend
can somebody help me?
i've been struck by reality
the weight is crushing me
harder than gravity
and i can't stand the pain
it's more than i can take
i can only bend so much before i...
break...
keeping my head in the clouds
sometimes makes me plummet
and when i hit the ground
no one hears a sound
it's sad no one will cry
until the day you... die...
can somebody help me?
i've been struck by reality
the weight is crushing me
harder than gravity
and i can't stand the pain
it's more than i can take
i can only bend so much before i...
break...
Track Name: Happy Place (Bonus Track)
i'm giving in
to all my emotion
i want it end
can I just disappear?
how could you leave
in the blink of an eye?
i wish it was gone
cause this pain is just too much
for me
i wish it was different
i wish i was the one
i wish i could explain
but you just won't let me
to me you're the one
and i cannot let go
i'm giving up
this can't go on like this
i cannot pretend
i'm ok with this
can i just fade away?
how could you leave in the blink of an eye?
cause you made promises
and i can't let them break....
i wish it was different
i wish i was the one
i wish i could explain
but you just won't let me
to me you're the one
and i cannot let go
just hear me out
i'm sorry i fell for you
i just couldn't help
it was too easy
i can't lose you now
cause without you it's hard
to keep going on
i wish it was different
i wish i was the one
i wish i could explain
but you just won't let me
to me you're the one
and i cannot let go
i'm going home to my happy place
where fear won't consume me
and i will be free
Track Name: I'll Never Grow Up (Bonus Song)
sometimes i wander
sometimes i fall
i look over my shoulder
for anything at all
i crumble to pieces
i stumble and catch myself
before the boogeyman consumes me
and i’m in hell
i’ll let the days tick by
let the grass beneath me
soften this wicked fall
wonderland can save me

the ages will pass me
the mountains will rise
and there’s no way
to save myself
from meeting my demise
i think i’ll lose it
well before then
who’s to say my mind existed
cause that left god knows when
maybe i’ll go mad
can’t be all that bad
let the voices scream and argue in my brain
wonderland can save me

and here comes life again
responsibilities
all i wanna do is fall into a hole
why should i grow old
it’s funner as a kid
cause there’s no worries then
now i’m stuck and wishing for a second chance……
cause wonderland can save me….
Track Name: NO AFTERLIFE (DEMO VERSION)
it’s just a game
it’s a never ending shame
there is no way
to come thru unscathed
but you must stand
and be a man
there’s no one left to hold your hand
you’re on your own
so raise your head
this is al you’ve got
this is what you see
this is what you get
there’s nothing left in the end
even when we are dead
we come into the world
fighting for a cause
we lose ourselves and lose it all
and waste our time
groping in the dark
to realize
there is no afterlife
you chase your dreams
till you’re buried in the ground
you fight the pain
thinking you’ll be found
but in the end you need to face
there won’t be a saving grace
you need to stay brave
don’t run away
find your strength
this is what you see
this is what you get
there’s nothing left in the end
even when we are dead
we come into the world
fighting for a cause
we lose ourselves and lose it all
and waste our time
groping in the dark
to realize
there is no afterlife
all we’ve got is now
don’t lose hope my dear
there is nothing left to fear
i will stand by you
we will make it thru
we’re in this together
this is our endeavor
this is what you see
this is what you get
there’s nothing left in the end
even when we are dead
we come into the world
fighting for a cause
we lose ourselves and lose it all
and waste our time
groping in the dark
to realize
there is no afterlife
all we’ve got is now
don’t lose hope my dear
there is nothing left to fear
i will stand by you
we will make it thru
we’re in this together
this is our endeavor