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Estranged Wonderland

by ArwenStarsong

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Red Ketchum This Album show's that Arwen Starsong is just getting better and better. And her song I AM IMMORTAL is just amazing. Favorite track: I AM IMMORTAL.
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I don’t wanna lose control I wanna keep holding on I need to fight it Can’t hide it anymore My fear will never break me I’ve got to hold on… I am immortal. see the flame that is burning in my eyes hear my voice it pierces the skies feel my energy I will burn you alive Nothing can escape me Nothing can can ever shake me I’m invincible I’m holding on for life I am immortal What kills me makes me stronger I’ll light a torch for every battle I am immortal I am immortal No pestilence will make me hollow bring an army they will crumble I am immortal I am immortal I will rise a valkyrie’s call Hear me scream I’ll be your demise Feel the energy I feel so alive Nothing can outdo me you will not see thru me I am invincible I can fight it on my own I am the chosen one. What kills me makes me stronger I’ll light a torch for every battle I am immortal I am immortal No pestilence will make me hollow bring an army they will crumble I am immortal I am immortal Bring on the night Let Me Fight I’ll be my own hero I’m not weak anymore I can prevail I’ll fight my own war! What kills me makes me stronger I’ll light a torch for every battle I am immortal I am immortal No pestilence will make me hollow bring an army they will crumble I am immortal I am immortal Bring on the night Let Me Fight.
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this is a song about dealing with hardships and embracing all that you have survived. How I Came Alive- ArwenStarsong I was afraid i was silent in the dark i used to say i was weakened from the start but i came from the fray a hero left in fame all of the scars are the markings of my strength i’m not afraid i am stronger than the force that’s pushing me make no mistake i will rise again from ashes blown away i am the past all the suffering i did was not in vain and you are my wings i will fly into the next life unafraid I am the night I am more than just the victim in this case I will believe in the power boiling in my veins and i came from the fray with the scars of all the happenings and i’m not ashamed cause they me made who i am today i’m not afraid i am stronger than the force that’s pushing me make no mistake i will rise again from ashes blown away i am the past all the suffering i did was not in vain and you are my wings i will fly into the next life unafraid Here’s to all the people who weep for hope here’s to unsung poems unwritten strengths all the slumbering saviors who yearn to waken someday be not afraid you will grow your wings be not afraid you are stronger than the force that’s pushing down make no mistake you will come alive from ashes blown away you are the past all the suffering you did was not in vain and i’ll be your wings and you will climb the mountains in your way you can be the hero that you need never be a fragment of your true self always embrace your scars never forget you are the one to choose your destiny
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the way that you looked at me right in the eyes my soul surrendered to the beat of your lies whispering nothings into my ear i know it's only tonight but i'll make this clear i'm falling under your spell into that piercing gaze getting lost in the haze i'm losing sight at the touch of your hand how you kissed me sweetly but you're just a man as the sun rises i hope you won't leave i know it's a shame there's no one to blame but all of the nothings were all my somethings all of the truths i'd give to you cause i'm falling under your spell into that piercing gaze getting lost in the haze i'm losing sight at the touch of your hand how you kissed me sweetly but you're just a man i don't wanna go insane, but i am to blame all of the pain i take is from this so called mistake cause i'm falling under your spell into that piercing gaze getting lost in the haze i'm losing sight at the touch of your hand how you kissed me sweetly but you're just a man it must have meant nothing but to me it's everything my heart is beating slow as you turn to go
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in the end you’ve gotta wipe your tears draw your sword and face your fears gotta put all your strife to bed and run to the mountains ahead your story hasnt come to an end you’ve got a whole world to defend stand up and take your crown let your kingdom be found you are the chosen one the one to get it done slay every enemy give them a show of strength show them the righteous way to victory in this war there is just one way tear the evil that stands in the way kill the beast inside that makes you doubt and let faith show you out you’re the foundation to hold up your nation stand up and take your crown let your kingdom be found you are the chosen one the one to get it done slay every enemy give them a show of strength show them the righteous way to victory light the torch and lead the way light the torch and lead the way light the torch and lead the way to victory!
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FAIRYTALE 04:03
i know what you're all about i can see that look in your eyes you're just screaming under your disguise what is this feeling your gaze it pierces my soul a storm is brewing as i'm losing my control embrace the sheer sublimity it's like poison flowing thru my veins feel all the sweet serenity this is only the beginning there's something going on inside a feeling that you can't hide i wanna know the crazy thoughts in your head it's something about you something i just cant describe the thought of you as mine is more than sublime embrace temptation let the fairytale begin embrace your every fantasy intoxicate me with your poison kiss your heart is true forbidden fruit this is only the beginning take me away thru time and space you just have to meet me halfway breathe it all in come on give in this is only the beginning come sweet release just like a dream i'll be your queen come take my hand you'll understand this is only the beginning embrace me we will be free embrace me we will be free
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DONE 05:13
i took a look into your eyes they were empty as a shattered soul i wanted to touch your face but i was so afraid i only wanted to see you smile but i could never be the one i wanted to hold you close but i need to let go i’m walking around in the dark hoping somehow to see the light i’m wasting all my time sitting around waiting for you i’m not gonna be here waiting around anymore cause i’m not a fool i’m not sticking around this is goodbye it’s sad how much i care cause i know in my heart you could care less all i needed was the truth but all you did was lie with no reason why i only wanted to give to you but when i showed you the world you threw it away i wish i was the one but this is my fate i’m walking around in the dark hoping somehow to see the light i’m wasting all my time sitting around waiting for you i’m not gonna be here waiting around anymore cause i’m not a fool i’m not sticking around this is goodbye i don’t understand i planted my seed and watched it die i wanted nothing more than you but the flower has died no reason why i waitied for you but a flower can only wait so long before it withers away i’m walking around in the dark hoping somehow to see the light i’m wasting all my time sitting around waiting for you i’m not gonna be here waiting around anymore cause i’m not a fool i’m not sticking around this is goodbyei’m walking around in the dark hoping somehow to see the light i’m wasting all my time sitting around waiting for you i’m not gonna be here waiting around anymore cause i’m not a fool i’m not sticking around this is goodbye
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Estranged 04:03
here i wander endlessly where the wind will carry me among the wastelands waiting until the earth starts fading patiently awaiting your arrival i’ll walk among the broken souls among the stories left untold among the voices of the damned no idea where i am suffocating till i crumble into rubble i stumble carry me away to the haven in your arms to that wonderland estranged from the stars i don’t want to bend but i keep breaking over you i’m falling apart i’m going mad estranged from you… hallucinations going strong you are like a fucking drug i’m so high i’m shaking all of my bones are breaking i’m falling to the ground these visions getting LOUD carry me away to the haven in your arms to that wonderland estranged from the stars i don’t want to bend but i keep breaking over you i’m falling apart i’m going mad estranged from you… here i am showing you everything going thru hell again cause you know i’d do anything for you… carry me away to the haven in your arms to that wonderland estranged from the stars i don’t want to bend but i keep breaking over you i’m falling apart i’m going mad estranged from you…
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it's been so long since i last saw you have you disappeared behind the mask you wear? how can this be true? it was always me and you... is this nightmare for real? am i really staring you in the face? all that's left is a moment before i disappear all that's left is a fracture of a broken mirror i don't wanna fade away but this life's a mistake i just wanna believe this is only a dream i don't wanna be alone have you always been there? are you just a fragment torn by fate? have you been awake? or has your soul been sleeping far away? how can this be true? it was always me and you... is this just a thunder before the storm about to come? all that's left is a moment before i disappear all that's left is a fracture of a broken mirror i don't wanna fade away but this life's a mistake i just wanna believe this is only a dream i don't wanna be alone i can see thru the cracks all the pieces turn to dust my reflection has changed this face is not familiar how can this be true? you're a shadow in the glass... your eyes are so cold all that's left is a shattered gaze.... all that's left is a moment before i disappear all that's left is a fracture of a broken mirror (ALL THE PIECES OF ME) i don't wanna fade away but this life's a mistake (I DONT WANNA FADE AWAY) i just wanna believe this is only a dream i don't wanna be alone i don't wanna be alone i'll never disappear....
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Temptation 05:50
i get a feeling inside something i cannot hide i never felt so strange senses all rearranged and i fall to my knees and i beg pretty please and i’m lost in your eyes and i’m meeting my demise and i give in to the pleasure of your skin against my sin all the beauty and magick put me under your spell i don’t care if i’m tainted cause i’m going to hell i’m gonna burn with you you’re the devil disguised siren charms mystify all the temptation in me this sensation is serene all my innocence is gone every switch is turned on all the desire in me starts to fire every move that you make is more than i can take will you burn with me? and i’m lost in your eyes and i’m meeting my demise and i give in to the pleasure of your skin against my sin all the beauty and magick put me under your spell i don’t care if i’m tainted cause i’m going to hell i’m gonna burn with you and i surrender to the animal i’ve become and i burst into flame as i slowly come undone take me now just take me down just take me down tonight and i’m lost in your eyes and i’m meeting my demise and i give in to the pleasure of your skin against my sin all the beauty and magick put me under your spell i don’t care if i’m tainted cause i’m going to hell i’m gonna burn with you
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it’s just a game it’s a never ending shame there is no way to come thru unscathed but you must stand and be a man there’s no one left to hold your hand you’re on your own so raise your head this is al you’ve got this is what you see this is what you get there’s nothing left in the end even when we are dead we come into the world fighting for a cause we lose ourselves and lose it all and waste our time groping in the dark to realize there is no afterlife you chase your dreams till you’re buried in the ground you fight the pain thinking you’ll be found but in the end you need to face there won’t be a saving grace you need to stay brave don’t run away find your strength this is what you see this is what you get there’s nothing left in the end even when we are dead we come into the world fighting for a cause we lose ourselves and lose it all and waste our time groping in the dark to realize there is no afterlife all we’ve got is now don’t lose hope my dear there is nothing left to fear i will stand by you we will make it thru we’re in this together this is our endeavor this is what you see this is what you get there’s nothing left in the end even when we are dead we come into the world fighting for a cause we lose ourselves and lose it all and waste our time groping in the dark to realize there is no afterlife all we’ve got is now don’t lose hope my dear there is nothing left to fear i will stand by you we will make it thru we’re in this together this is our endeavor
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GRAVITY 05:41
is there anybody out there? is anyone home? i've been wandering on my own and no one seems to care life treats me so unfair do i really deserve it? can i overcome it? can somebody help me? i've been struck by reality the weight is crushing me harder than gravity and i can't stand the pain it's more than i can take i can only bend so much before i... break... is there a way out? is there a hope in the world? i've been lost in time lost in another world i'm here without a friend about to meet my end there's no need to pretend this life will ammend can somebody help me? i've been struck by reality the weight is crushing me harder than gravity and i can't stand the pain it's more than i can take i can only bend so much before i... break... keeping my head in the clouds sometimes makes me plummet and when i hit the ground no one hears a sound it's sad no one will cry until the day you... die... can somebody help me? i've been struck by reality the weight is crushing me harder than gravity and i can't stand the pain it's more than i can take i can only bend so much before i... break...
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i'm giving in to all my emotion i want it end can I just disappear? how could you leave in the blink of an eye? i wish it was gone cause this pain is just too much for me i wish it was different i wish i was the one i wish i could explain but you just won't let me to me you're the one and i cannot let go i'm giving up this can't go on like this i cannot pretend i'm ok with this can i just fade away? how could you leave in the blink of an eye? cause you made promises and i can't let them break.... i wish it was different i wish i was the one i wish i could explain but you just won't let me to me you're the one and i cannot let go just hear me out i'm sorry i fell for you i just couldn't help it was too easy i can't lose you now cause without you it's hard to keep going on i wish it was different i wish i was the one i wish i could explain but you just won't let me to me you're the one and i cannot let go i'm going home to my happy place where fear won't consume me and i will be free
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sometimes i wander sometimes i fall i look over my shoulder for anything at all i crumble to pieces i stumble and catch myself before the boogeyman consumes me and i’m in hell i’ll let the days tick by let the grass beneath me soften this wicked fall wonderland can save me the ages will pass me the mountains will rise and there’s no way to save myself from meeting my demise i think i’ll lose it well before then who’s to say my mind existed cause that left god knows when maybe i’ll go mad can’t be all that bad let the voices scream and argue in my brain wonderland can save me and here comes life again responsibilities all i wanna do is fall into a hole why should i grow old it’s funner as a kid cause there’s no worries then now i’m stuck and wishing for a second chance…… cause wonderland can save me….
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released August 3, 2015

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ArwenStarsong Madera, California

My name is ArwenStarsong and I am a vocalist (metal and operatic) and Multi- Instrumentalist (piano, hurdy gurdy, tin whistles/ recorder) from Fresno, California. I write Gothic/ Symphonic Metal Music and lead Symphonic Power Metal band, Sun Lay Silent. I am currently the only person in Central California who plays the hurdy gurdy. All proceeds here go to my band and tuition. lol! ... more

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